my coffee is extra strong today..

and boy do i need it.

emotional drags turned inspirational moments.
its a 1 year plan.. we're on this 1 year plan.
and so far, its working..
seeing as we began merely yesterday.

you must start somewhere though right?
right.

tired of the same scene
and she's tired of the same people
tired of the same opportunities
just kinda tired.

i try mind fucking myself by altering my state
not with substance but with words..
"im lucky & we're lucky & life is amazing"
but sometimes you just wanna have a bad day!

funny thing is, i only write in this blog
when in a bad mood...
i must come off like a depressed lil monkey.

im quite happy, trust me!
im quite the optimistic free-spirit..
but along with the "free-spirit"
comes emotions.. that i am ever so familiar with.
i just want to run away for a while..


go visit d in berkley so we can go to veronicas restaurant
she talks about going to for her birthday this april.
i miss my friends.. and having them at fingertip grasp..
and i miss summer at the beach..
w/ my lil body to go along with the black bikini i plan on buying.

i think im gonna slurp down this coffee...
then hit this inspirational block head on
and get these blasted skirts done.

whos up for a road trip? ;)